I Like This

i'm on a hiatus from drinking. with the skills i've acquired from science classes i am going to hypothesize that it'll last me about a week until i am coerced into going out again. i never do put up much resistance anyway. giggity giggity giggity! shazam.

i just realized that when i used to say 'i miss boston', i wasn't really missing the city itself but the period of my life that was spent there. i have to say i'll always and forever cherish my college experience, with all its dramatic ups and downs. i think the reason why it was hard to let go of that period is because it was such an abrupt departure. it's clear to me now though, that what i miss is no longer real - the people, the dreams, its realities, the adventures (and misadventures) - they exist only in my memories.

perhaps someday i'll go back to start all over again. but i don't think i will, nor do i really care to. i want to visit new places and create new memories. i want my life to be like a really good book, with fantastic chapters in new places. boston was just a chapter of my life, and it's been such an amazing ride, but it's over now. it's been over.