The gals of Beverly Hills 90210
the '90s was so much fun.
kelly, brenda, and donna
epitome of cool
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8:45 am and i've gots the blues. most likely it is because i haven't slept yet. i just keep thinking about relationships and hook ups from the past, some more than others. there were winners, there were losers. i don't necessarily regret anything, because in those moments i couldn't have been happier. and it's a great thing to be able to open yourself up and share things on an intimate level with others, whether they be friends, significant others, or a second cousin's great aunt's neighbor's cat...
so i don't know why thinking about it makes me kind of sad. i think it's because it gets harder each time to be honest with yourself and the other persons. actually now i don't feel so bad about this. weird. this is why i love writing when i'm upset because once i begin to articulate the emotions into words, the emotions themselves begin to evaporate. well it's either that or i've reached the point where sleep deprivation numbs all feelings. going to sleep now, probably to wake up in time to get ready and go out at night haha.
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