i was talking with a friend yesterday and all of a sudden i had this moment of clarity come over me. i've been like a lost child all this time and in that moment i suddenly knew what i had to do and everything seemed to get prioritized for me in an instant. i realized i've been focusing on all the wrong things and i've been unhappy because of it. it was as if someone threw a bucket of cold water over my head and all of a sudden my brain was on overdrive.
i miss my grandma <3 i never talk about her but i did yesterday, and it's as if she jolted me awake from this weird funk i have been in for the past couple of months. as weird as this will sound, i feel like she's showing me the way when i most need her guidance. in the above mentioned moment of clarity, i suddenly realized who i was and who i wanted to be. i'm excited for what the future will bring. it can't be anything bad as long as i do my best in what i need to do and keep focus on the important things... right?!
NOW I JUST NEED TO LOSE 15 LBS. =)
11 years ago
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hannah, this entry made me so happy. i'm happy we talked about her yesterday even though i felt kinda bad bringing it up. i love yousssssssssssss. HAHA and i love the last part. i need to lose 15 pounds with you. sighhhh.
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