monotony will be the death of me

i can't wait for fall! already i see the leaves turning brown and plummeting to their sad end all over the place. i can't believe how lame 2010 was. i wonder what 2011 has in store for me. being at home always makes me feel like i'm in a rut. i miss genuineness.

i'm just feeling super nostalgic because my life feels so monotonous and predictable these days. there's no element of surprise anymore. i do start a new class tomorrow so that's something. i really need the next 2 years to go by as fast as this year did. because all i can do for now is dream of my glorious escape. it's clear to me that i am pms-ing severely.

i will like to rip my uterus out and never have my period again.