July 20, 2010

i'm coming up only to hold you under

i should be packing for boston, but instead i'm sitting here drowning in music. it's either sheer laziness or food coma from the leftover chinese food, but either way i'm feeling sad for some reason. another day is coming to an end. soon it will be august, then it will be fall again. it makes sense but it's disheartening. i feel like time is moving too fast for me. i feel like i'm missing something. i feel like i'm stuck in the same place while the world is moving on to bigger and better things. i haven't felt this way in a long time. my inside is filled with emptiness.

i wish i had the power to freeze time!!!!!!

fucking fuckity fuck fuck shit fucker doodle dandy! yea i am definitely getting my period soon lulz. sorry.

i'm gonna give myself 30 more minutes of emo-ing around.




her name was evelyn mchale.

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