i hate to be such a nancy negative, but everyone's annoying me. people are so annoying!!! (the truth is i'm just probably pissy because i had to wake up from a nap and was feeling groggy, but it's more convenient to point my finger at others). why are people so interested in knowing every single detail of my life?!! (again, probably not true). get out of my face.
i'm also pissy b/c i can't stand having such a loser douchebag deluded fucking freak of nature for a father. i usually try not to talk about this subject because 1) who wants to know 2) who cares 3) it's a private matter and 4) because it just makes me seem like an ungrateful little brat to those who don't know him... but seriously, my dad is one fucking idiot asshole. i hate him so much. and i am bottled up from top to bottom with anger, resentment and hatred towards him. and there will never be a satisfactory release for it all, which only upsets me even more. the mere fact that i'm related to him makes me want to smash your car in and explode it into trillion little pieces.
everytime i'm about to be ok again, he pops up to shit all over my happiness and fucks it all over again. well i'm done with this fuckery. i am ignoring all his emails until he dies (yes, emails; not phone calls, emails), and if he ever dare shows his face again i will scream. and then run him over. (more likely it'll just be a really awkward encounter as it always is, but whatever, i'm going to avoid him like the plague for the next eternity). fuck.
11 years ago
