jesus christ, it's always one shitstorm after another.
just when i think all is ok, the world has to go and shit all over.
bad things are always happening to good people. i mean there's no one more devoted to this bullshit religion christianity than my mother. and unlike me, she's such a good person. and yet life has been so cruel to her. i mean maybe that's what makes her even more devoted to it. it's something to cling on to, hope. religion is sick like that.
i just read today that 6 million children die every year from hunger, 17,000 a day, according to the u.n. it just boggles my mind. i don't understand. it's hard to see the upside of things when you read things like this. it's hard to be optimistic when it feels like everything is falling apart.
11 years ago